Exploring the neighborhood

This weekend ended up being quite beautiful. The weather was sunny and delightful and while still a wee bit chilly, it was really nice if you were on the move. I had done some High Intensity Interval Training workouts in the late morning and was full of energy so when my sister came over to visit we decided to take the kids for a walk out in the fresh air.

Although we’ve lived here since July, we haven’t really explored that much of our neighborhood on foot so it was nice to get out there and move around.

We were pretty cold by the time we got home so Amanda and I had a cup of tea while we warmed up and hung out a bit longer, then they went home for supper. It was a nice, active way to spend a Saturday.

After we had our own supper (pizza in the oven), I filmed Hayley demonstrating her violin skills. She’s been playing since late November and is doing such a great job. Here she is playing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.

I also have a fitness video to share (speaking of being active and all that) but I’ll save that for another day.

How was your weekend?

How to change your life

I’ve been sitting on something for awhile and if you know me at all then you know how hard that is for me to do. If you tell me a secret I will keep it, but if there’s something going on in my own life I want to blablabla about it.

A blogger who likes to talk about stuff going on in her life. Imagine that.

Anyway, it’s very big news. Probably the biggest news I’ve had in years. It’s big enough that we had to tell some people offline before I could go and shout it from the rooftops to the masses.

No. I’m not pregnant. Seriously, no. But instead of spelling it all out right away, first let me give you all a hint.

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Leaps and bounds

I think that part of the reason that I’ve had some trouble posting over here lately is that I don’t want to inundate my blog with yoga, yoga, yoga. And sometimes all I want to do is talk about yoga, yoga, yoga. Then I realized that this is my blog (duh, I’m slow on the uptake sometimes) and so if that’s what I want to talk about, I can go right ahead and do that.

So let me talk to you about yoga!

Back in January I got started on yoga after literally YEARS of meaning to try it out. Why it took me so long, I don’t know, but I guess that’s the way it was supposed to be, because that’s how I lined up to find myself an amazing yoga instructor (who also hired me awhile back to help her out with online management, which is awesome). On the last day of January, I took a photo of myself in mid-sun salutation and as I sit here seven months later, I can see that I was still stiff and not overly flexible.

5/52 - Sun salutations

I’m certainly not being courted by Cirque du Soleil with my amazing contortionist abilities, but I’ve definitely improved a lot over the past seven months. I do some yoga just about daily; the only times I’ve missed it were a few days when I really hurt my back (not doing yoga – I was fighting with my sliding doors!) and last week when we had insane temperatures in the 41-43C range. Too ridiculous to breathe, let alone do yoga. Clearly I would not fare well doing yoga at an ashram in India in summer.

Anyway, (almost) daily yoga has helped me motor along in my desire to learn how to do poses that amaze me and sometimes I can’t believe the things I can make my body do. Not only that, it keeps my legs from aching which is something they did almost every day since I was pregnant with Breanna. It’s also been helping to keep my panic attacks down to a dull roar courtesy of the chakra meditation I’ve learned. If you’d told me about chakras this time last year I might have rolled my eyes. I don’t roll them anymore.

Being a photo junkie works out well with becoming a yoga junkie because it means I can not only feel my progress, I can see it as well. The other day it was still pretty hot but it was reasonable after supper so I went to the park with the kids and took some shots since no one else was around. I’m happy with the way my practice is going and growing.

One of my favorite poses, Natarajasana:

29/52 - Natarajasana

(Natarajasana is the Sanskrit name for Lord of the Dance Pose, but I have to call it by its proper name because seriously, “Lord of the Dance” just makes me dissolve into giggles.)

Crow pose:

Leaps and bounds

The first time I saw Crow Pose I laughed and said there was no way I’d ever be able to do it. Now I don’t even have to think about it.

My holy grail pose (so to speak) is Scorpion. Scorpion looks like this:

ICP

Before I get to that point, I’ll probably get to this, which is a peacock pose variation:

peacock

When I look at those two poses I think I may be nuts, but it’s something I’m working on. I practiced in the park for a bit and I get into a dolphin pose, then carefully kick up. I don’t get my legs straight up yet, but there’s a moment – just a brief one but a moment nonetheless – where I can feel myself balance:

Practice makes perfect

It takes a lot of upper body strength and core strength to do it but I’ll get there one day. I can’t wait!

(I have a yoga set on Flickr if you’re curious enough – you can see it over here.)

Yoga is something that I was always interested in and somehow it’s become something that is an important part of my daily life. I can’t imagine stopping anytime soon.

For those of you who do yoga, here’s a question: Who do you like to follow and learn from? My favorite of course is my instructor, Dashama, but I also like to do yoga via DVD or YouTube with Shiva Rea, Sadie Nardini, Tara Stiles, Rodney Yee, and I recently tried some Hillary Rubin as well. I prefer vinyasa type yoga because I like to move with the breath, and I didn’t like Kundalini at all, but other that that I’m pretty open to new experiences so if I’m missing someone that you think is awesome, please let me know!

Another year older

Yesterday, July 7th, I celebrated my birthday and turned 36 years old. I remember when I was 29 I spent the weeks leading up to my 30th birthday wringing my hands and feeling strangely unsettled. I don’t really know why other than I had some vague idea that I was not whatever I had expected to be by age 30. What I was supposed to be, I do not know, but whatever. In the end, I was fretting over the big day and then when the 7th finally rolled around it was so far from a big deal that it was practically a non-event.

That’s the last time that I stressed over my birthday and the number associated with it. I reserve the right to freak out when I’m about to turn 40 and every decade after that, but in general it wasn’t an issue at all yesterday. The only thing I didn’t like about it is that I just like the number 35 so I was sad to let it go, but 36 will be good too.

I’m in better shape at 36 than I have been in the past ten years and feel great (more often than not). The last time I was so fit was when I was doing kung fu for two hours a day six days a week. As of now, I do yoga (almost) daily and it’s done so much good for me, not only physically (man is yoga great for toning your muscles without turning into a female Arnold) but mentally and spiritually as well. On top of that I’ve discovered a cardio workout that I love (hello Zumba!) and I find myself wanting to try more and more new things because of this fitness addiction. When I find myself feeling in shape, feeling strong, and feeling healthy (not to mention the bonus of helping me through panic attacks), it’s hard to be down on something like age, you know?

Anyway, the day was a good one. It was brutally, disgustingly HOT so it was very low-key but it was good nonetheless. I got some of my favorite things as presents – books! I ordered one for myself with Amazon gift certificates, and nearly missed the delivery. It wasn’t supposed to get here until the 9th but I saw the postal truck as we were leaving the parking lot and sure enough I saw the familiar Amazon box as the mailman approached our front door. I jumped out and ran over asking if it was for me and I think he was thrilled that he didn’t have to climb up four flights of stairs in that heat. (I got Going in Circles and blasted through 100 pages last night; I loved her other two books but this may be my favorite!)

George and the kids dropped me off at Indigo so I could browse the books for the one I wanted; turns out they didn’t have it in stock but I always have a backup choice so I got the 4th Sookie Stackhouse novel, Dead to the World. I am woefully addicted to this series and determined to read them all as soon as possible. I was skeptical at first but I’m a fan now.

After they picked me up, we went out to the West Island and stopped at the secondhand bookstore. I ended up picking up Girls in Pants: The Third Summer of the Sisterhood since I really enjoyed the first two books.

I love books.

Since we were out there we went down to the water but it was so disgusting outside. Even with a slight (and I do mean SLIGHT) breeze coming off the water it was just uncomfortable, there’s no shade, and everything was just a big nasty haze. I managed some pictures but less than five minutes later we were on our way back home.

Lakeshore

Hazy

36!

The kids had also picked out a little extra gift for me when I had been in Indigo, and I love seeing what they feel will be good for me. George doesn’t usually give them any input so it’s all their idea. Breanna knows I like candles so she got me a pink pillar candle and Hayley chose a little pink bear that lights up.

Presents

With everyone having new reading material and the thermometer reaching record breaking levels, we stayed as quiet as possible until supper. Breanna did make a tea party for me though, since she was distraught that I wasn’t having a party for my special day.

Tea party

There was no way I was turning on an oven or even standing over a pot on the stove so we had cold chicken, potato salad, and macaroni salad for supper. It was the perfect meal on a day like that. I also elected to have Birthday Pie instead of cake. So much better!

Birthday pie

Birthday pie

I have absolutely no complaints (other than the weather, but I AM Canadian, eh?) about my birthday or my age.

28/52 36 and counting

If next year is like this, I’ll be very happy.

Signs of summer

Everyone has signs they recognize as the arrival of spring. Up here, in particular, I start looking for them after a long and obnoxious winter. It might be the first robin of the season, or the first buds that pop out on a tree. Maybe a dandelion sprouts up all of a sudden or, my favorite, people start driving their motorcycles. This isn’t just limited to spring though; there are also some sure signs of summer, all of which I saw this weekend.

Inviting blue water beckoning.

The blues

Homemade sangria on the deck.

Sangria

Swimming in the pool (even if it took forever for my wimpy self to get in).

Splish splash

Deep thoughts, poolside.

Summer thoughts

Seasoning dinner (which was eaten outside on the deck while the birds sang) with fresh basil.

Basil

Beautiful flowers.

Reaching for the sun

Setting aside old fears and learning to submerge all the way under water (doing so in a hot tub is apparently less scary than in the pool).

Submerged I did it!

Beautiful dusk skies.

Night skies

Watermelon and red wine on the deck.

Summer setting

Evening snacks outdoors.

Nom nom

And of course, as much as these are all sure signs that summer is here, there’s also the undeniable factor which is never as easy to photograph – the joys of spending and afternoon and evening with friends (kids and adults alike) with tons of laughing and chatting and reveling.

Yup. Must be summer.

End of year, beginning of summer

This week Hayley only had three days of school but they were pretty action-packed. In fact, the past week was pretty busy. We spent our Saturday swimming (well, okay, all the kids swam, I just hung out on my friends’ deck and hopped in the hot tub at their neighbor’s house) and then enjoyed dinner and an evening full of laughter among adults while the kids played downstairs.

Wee!

On Sunday there was a slight flurry of activity in the kitchen as the kids prepared breakfast in bed for George for father’s day; Hayley scrambled the eggs, Breanna made and (peanut)buttered the toast, and I handled the coffee. That was followed by visiting my dad and then having Chinese food over at George’s parents’ house for supper.

Father's Day breakfast

Father's Day breakfast

On Monday I was up bright and early because the school was having their annual Play Day. The kids were outside all day other than snack time and lunch time. The PPO rented bouncies (I was in charge of that and the two I chose were so much fun!), a dunk tank (a lot of grade six kids had a blast volunteering to be dunked), and a DJ for the gym. There was also a watermelon and freezies station, face painting, soccer, tug of war, hurdles, and other fun activities.

I was stationed at the face painting table and it ended up being perfect because due to the makeup we had to be in the shade to keep it from melting so I didn’t get overheated by the bright sun. At lunch we served hot dogs and that was a big hit.

Space Assault

Jurassic Survivor

I channeled my inner child by playing on the bouncies whenever the kids went inside. I can not lie, they were ridiculously awesome and I had fun.

Tuesday found me putting on (gasp!) a little black dress and heading out with some of the ladies from the PPO for dinner at a great restaurant for some end-of-year relaxation. The food was delicious (lobster tacos and homemade chips & sesame sticks with guacamole and hummus for appetizers, a glass of Pinot Noir, and I ordered salmon roasted in Pinot Noir and sea salt for my main meal, yummy), the atmosphere was very nice, and the company was outstanding. I’ll miss them over the summer and will especially miss the two who will not be returning next year since their kids are off to high school. Sniff.

Snackage

Dinner

Damn, we’re a bunch of good looking women. We were joined by the owner and of course I offered up my food-snapping photo services if he needs any, ahem. I’ll work for reasonable rates and more salmon.

PPO ladies

Finally, Wednesday rolled around and lo and behold it was the last day of school. The last day is always emotional. The bus drivers honk as they leave, the kids wave out the windows, and the teachers all line up on the sidewalk to wave them off. Last year was a tear-fest because our principal was leaving, and this year wasn’t much better because Hayley’s math teacher was retiring. I took a photo of her with Hayley and I warned her that if she cried I’d cry; she dabbed her eyes and informed me she’d been crying for at least half an hour so I was out of luck. I’ll miss her, because she was a tough teacher but she was a great match for Hayley last year for homeroom (she was a big help in the adjustment from Kindergarten to grade one) and Hayley learned a lot about math from her this year.

Alas, my photos are all still on my camera right now.

Hayley’s report card was very good and most of her marks went up from last term, so that’s great. Her teachers had wonderful remarks for each subject and I was especially pleased to see her French grades since Hayley was so worried about it at the beginning of the year.

I can’t believe that in a couple of months she’ll be getting ready for her first day of grade THREE. In the meantime though, there is sun and fun to enjoy over the summer and I’m very happy to get a break from 6:30 wake-ups (and 5:30 wake-ups on breakfast club days). Summer is a good thing!

Whew. There you go, we’re all caught up now! What have YOU been up to?

Being a refugee for a morning

Anyone who has been reading me for awhile knows that I have a huge interest in the refugee situation around the world. Every time that I do the Blogathon (a fundraiser where people blog every half hour for 24 hours straight, as crazy yet awesome as it sounds) I raise money for the United Nations High Commissioner For Refugees (UNHCR). I’ve done extensive reading on the UNHCR website and in books/articles.

When I heard that Medecins Sans Frontieres/Doctors Without Borders (MSF) was setting up a replica of a refugee camp in Jeanne Mance park in Montreal I was all over it. I wrote it on our wall calendar and announced that we were going to go because really, there was no way I could miss that.

Hayley had the day off on Friday because of a ped day so we decided that would be a good day to go; I figured that most people would be in school or at work so it wouldn’t be as busy as a weekend. It also ended up being a good choice because the rest of the weekend was very hot and humid whereas Friday was much more bearable. As I expected, I enjoyed the tour of the refugee camp – if enjoy is the right word, which it isn’t, but you know what I mean – and it was very educational. I already knew a lot of the information that was shared with our group but it’s one thing to know statistics and it’s a whole other thing to actually see it right in front of you. Even though it wasn’t a real refugee camp with real dangers, it was close enough to be humbling.

We joined a small group and met Zelda, an MSF nurse who has been on seven different missions, including Democratic Republic of Congo and Burundi, and she led us up to another MSF member who was acting as a border guard. Even though the kids were with us, no one sugarcoated anything which I liked; they were very blunt about telling us that by the time we had reached the border we had probably lost a father, a daughter, and other family members along the way. Then the guard refused to let us into his country without being paid off in bribes. In our case he took the bike helmet and purse of a woman in our group before letting us in. He told us that although she could have hers back, in the real late-night border crossings, many refugees give up whatever few possessions they might still have.

Border patrol

Of course we weren’t safe after crossing into a new country. If refugees can get across the border so can rebel groups and that’s when you might stumble across a land mine or two.

Watch your step

They’re unbelievably small, so it’s easy to see how you could accidentally step on one. However, and this made me have to pause and take a deep breath so I wouldn’t cry, Zelda told us that in some countries the rebels had started painting the land mines a bright yellow. Why make them noticeable instead of hiding them? Because the U.S. aid groups had been dropping food packages in bright yellow boxes so they could be easily found in the jungle. Countless children have died or been severely injured because of mistaking a yellow land mine for a yellow care package.

We were then shown some examples of the most common “housing” that refugees have when they live in a camp. Home sweet home.

Home sweet home

Home sweet home

While they may not look too bad – and these ones were “good” tents, made with canvas or tarps along with the straw – there are a few things to keep in mind. For one thing, in many cases these tents might house up to 6-10 people which might require arranging to sleep in shifts since they’re not big enough for everyone at once. Also, many of us in our first world countries like to camp out in a tent for a couple of days. These refugees are living in them for great lengths of time. Some refugees have been living in these tents for years, decades, and have no end in sight.

Like I said: Humbling.

Our guide Zelda had just returned three weeks prior from several months in Haiti. She showed us this square tent and told us it’s a very accurate representation of how people are currently living ever since the earthquake destroyed so many homes.

Haiti

The block out front is to show us the tiny amount of space between tents. The width of the block is the width of “space” between neighbors. There’s absolutely no privacy whatsoever. Haiti is also going through its rainy season right now and she told us that while she was there the first big storm hit causing flooding (the camp she was near was on a bit of a hill so the water just streamed straight through everything) and there was a lot of lightning hitting. She said that they laid in their tents not too far away from the camp and all they could hear was people screaming all night because they were terrified. She told us that she hopes she’ll never have to go through another night like that ever again because it’s awful to hear that while being completely helpless to do anything for them.

We were also shown how to get our food and water. If MSF is responding to an emergency and haven’t fully set up yet they hand out nutrition bars – one per person per day. They’re the size of a granola bar but have all your calories for one day. I got to taste a piece and it’s not bad but it’s very dry and it’s not something you would choose to eat for long periods of time. Once MSF does get set up, this is what your daily ration of food would be.

Food rations

And if you’re super lucky you’ll also have enough water to cook your rice and dried beans, as well as enough firewood to cook it all. These are logistics we just don’t have to think about in our fancy kitchens. As for the water, most women (and sometimes older children) walk as far as 5 km away to fill up huge 5-gallon jugs which they then carry on their heads back to the camps. Not only is it heavy to carry such long distances in the heat, many women are at risk of being raped and/or kidnapped along the way. Because although rape is always a matter of power in these cases it’s also used as a weapon of war. Nice, right?

Aside from the land mines being painted yellow, the other moment that nearly made me burst into hysterical tears was the section where they showed us some examples of art therapy that MSF does with the children in refugee camps. There were six drawings done by children in Colombia who have grown up knowing nothing but guerrilla warfare and fear. While I tried not to cry, I told the woman standing next to me that my kids draw butterflies, rainbows, and flowers. This is what refugee kids in Colombia draw.

Art Therapy

Art therapy

It’s beyond chilling.

We also got to see a clinic setup, a vaccination center where they try to prevent measles and malaria, a recovery center where they treat people with cholera (the number one killer disease in refugee camps), and a special nutrition area where they treat malnourished children with extremely nutrient dense food in paste form.

Nutrition station

Zelda told us that out of all the places to work in a refugee camp, the malnutrition station is her favorite even though it’s difficult to see children who are so sick. She held up a card with a small hole in it and asked Breanna to try to put her arm through it; it was just a bit bigger than my thumb so of course Breanna couldn’t do it. She told us that in a refugee camp, a four-year-old just like Breanna could easily slip their arm through if they were malnourished. However, it’s a good place to work because the results are very quick to see. If the kids are brought back every day for the special food, they start to fill out and get better.

The entire experience was very somber and educational. It wasn’t a happy, fun tour. However, it was exactly what I wanted it to be. I’m not in a position to go to a war-torn third world country for 9-12 months at a time no matter how much I might want to help. I’m not going to leave my family. The next best thing is to help out in other ways and for me that includes learning as much as I can and helping to spread the awareness.

I have a few other photos over here if you’re interested in seeing them. I’m so glad that I went and would definitely go back if they do it again here next year. Meanwhile, if you want to educate yourself about the things that aren’t covered very well in the mainstream media, you can check out the MSF website and UNHCR website for a lot more information.

To Ottawa and back

Recently our car started giving us a lot of trouble and it was on its last legs. Er, tires? Anyway. It was to the point that George didn’t feel comfortable driving it too far from home. It was time to retire the Nissan Altima and find something better. We liked having that car, it was a good ride but we moved on to something just a little bigger. This statement will cause the Universe to revoke whatever “cool card” I had left (and I think I lost most of it post-college anyway) but here’s the truth: I love our minivan. LOVE.

New ride

We ended up with a (used) Plymouth Voyager and it’s just fabulous. I never thought I’d say that ever, but it’s true. I love the space inside. It seats seven with two bucket seats behind ours and then a bench in the back. Even if I sit in the back I have tons of leg room. Hell, I sat in the front and put my giant camera bag on the floor in front of me and had plenty of space. It’s just awesome.

To celebrate our new-to-us vehicle we wanted to take it for a decent drive rather than just the local area so on Saturday we got up at 7:45am and got ready to head out to Ottawa (the capital of Canada for those of you who aren’t from around here!) for the day. We had invited some of our friends to join us so it was really great with all of us driving down. Despite our new spacious van, Hayley elected to hop into their car with her friend. Alas, it all ties into that post about holding on when you can because you don’t always get the chance! (On the other hand, it meant far less Justin Bieber in our ears, so that was just fine thankyouverymuch.)

WTF?

We were welcomed to Ottawa with a giant cloud of thick, grey smoke very close to our intended destination, the Museum of Science and Technology. Luckily we weren’t planning to be outside while we were there so we didn’t have to inhale the (what turned out to be) toxic fumes thank goodness. Back at home I looked it up and it was a fire in a car yard. Yikes!

The museum itself was great. I’d been there many (many) years ago when I was in high school but I didn’t really remember much about it other than the Crazy Kitchen. I didn’t get to spend as much time as I would have liked to dawdle and read all the exhibit information but I saw everything and it has some awesome stuff. I loved the big room with the trains. It was a bit eerie, like some sort of train graveyard. Maybe the trains are haunted! Or maybe I’m just weird. It could go either way.

Choo choo!

My favorite part though – and this is not much of a surprise I’m sure – was the space section. It didn’t hurt that you entered that area by walking through a tunnel that looked exactly like the Enterprise. Hello inner Trek geek.

OMG the Enterprise!

I may have squealed but I’ll never admit it one way or the other. I also got to pretend to be controlling the space shuttle and since that’s pretty much as close as I’ll ever get (sigh, all those lost dreams of my youth…) I was pretty damn excited about that too.

Ready for throttle

The kids had a blast running around because it’s a very hands-on museum. They encourage going inside stuff, touching everything, pushing buttons, and really learning. It’s definitely a kid-friendly museum and I highly recommend it. Though I also recommend eating BEFORE you go because goodness, the cafeteria was pricey and while it was tasty it wasn’t quite THAT good. That’s par for the course with places like that though.

One part that was a big hit with Hayley and her friend was a section that taught about networking. You climbed up dark staircases that were lit up with moving multi-colored lights and followed certain paths depending on whether you were following the “copper” trail or the “wireless” trail. At the top – the second floor – you eventually came to the end of your path only to find a hole in the wall. Using my flash I discovered that yes, it was indeed a slide but it was enclosed inside the wall, went down in long winding circles, and it was pitch black. Like, total darkness. It was creepy as all hell. Hayley wanted to try it but was scared so I put on my big girl panties and went down with her. It kind of freaked me out because it doesn’t let you go very fast and I couldn’t see a thing at all. Once she did it the first time she was fine and she went back up with her friend another three times.

Psychedelic

At the bottom

The things you do for your kids. Luckily for me Breanna had zero interest in the slides because of the darkness factor so I only had to do it the one time. Sheesh.

You can see the full set of photos over here. It was a lot of fun. I’d like to go back next year and try the simulators but I think Breanna was a bit young for it.

We had intended to head on to Byward Market to wander around since it was nice and warm but the second we had put coins into the parking meter near the market the sky opened up and it started to just pour. If it had been a light rain we could have survived but it was way too heavy to be walking around. What a shame. We want to go back because they have another museum that has a lot of dinosaurs but it was closed for maintenance, so if we head back to visit that one we can try the market again.

My friend and I stopped at an LCBO (liquor store) and picked up some Ontario wines that we can’t buy here at home, then we headed back to Montreal. They invited us to come over and hang out, but we were all so tired that we suggested we’d just order something in so that no one would have to cook. Despite that, when George and I got to their house (we’d stopped on the way to let the dog out), there was a nice little spread of wraps, cheese, crackers, olives, bread, olive oil with balsamic vinegar, and cucumbers. It was much more delicious than anything we would have ordered!

Aftermath

The kids played, the guys went downstairs, and my friend and I enjoyed one of the wines – a Merlot called Fat Bastard – and chatted. It was the perfect way to end what had been a wonderful Saturday, rain and all.

It feels like summer festivities have arrived early!

Portrait of a weekend

Friday: Breanna had been very upset on Thursday afternoon when she found out I had gone for a walk in the woods with the dog without her. I mean REALLY upset. That kid loves the woods as much as I do. I promised her we’d go on Friday and so that’s what we did. Hayley went straight to her grandparents’ house for the afternoon and evening after school so she didn’t realize we were going out somewhere without her. Walking in the woods with a four-year-old wearing snow pants is a lot slower than just going by yourself with the dog, but it was fun and the weather was outrageously beautiful.

What?!

Arroooo!

Hellllllooooo...

I ended Friday by sobbing into a pile of tissues while watching “Hope For Haiti Now”. What an amazing telethon and George Clooney is truly an incredible person for getting it organized so quickly.

Saturday: It was meant to start off quietly but instead it ended up finding me and the kids still in our pajamas (George pulled on sweatpants), bare feet stuffed in boots, standing outside and wondering if our building was on fire. All the tenants were out, though not everyone came right down – some stayed in their hallway, the alarm blared, the kids cried, and the fire department showed up. I would have taken some photos of the firemen traipsing up and down the stairs with their axes and fire extinguishers but I discovered that despite what I used to think, I actually will NOT go retrieve my camera from my desk in the case of a fire. My bag was by the door but I had dumped photos the night before so the camera was too far away and the alarm was too loud and I said, “you know, eff that, I can’t afford a new camera right now but I can’t take pictures if I’m dead either so…” Alas.

Turns out that there was no fire, someone’s smoke detector was defective, tripped the system, and set off the building’s main alarm. Whew. Still, when I got up on Sunday I put on jogging pants so I wouldn’t have to stand around with my neighbors while wearing my snowman flannel PJs, gah.

That ended all hopes of peace but I did manage to take both kids and the dog into the woods yet again for a two hour walk. They argued with each other most of the way so the woods were less quiet than usual but at least it gave them exercise and helped them sleep later.

Traipsing

Phew!

With the kids bickering non-stop all day long I had posted to Facebook saying that I was undergoing a personal tragedy because while it was a definite “wine day” I had no wine and didn’t foresee acquiring any. A friend read it and since George was down in her basement at that moment, helping her husband with reno work she asked if I’d like to bring the kids over for supper. Upon arrival she practically immediately poured me a glass of wine – yay Facebook! We had delicious chicken fajitas but the best part was truly just escaping my own home and having some adult conversation with a friend I hadn’t seen for awhile.

Sunday: Today I expected a lot of crappy weather since I woke up to weather warnings in my email from the Weather Network (I know, geek) but it was actually pretty nice out all day long. I took the dog into the woods for a walk for the fourth day in a row, but solo this time and it was a good way to unwind from the whole weekend, especially since I spent much of the day cleaning the kids’ room out.

Tomorrow is technically the beginning of the week but it will feel a little bit confusing to me since Hayley has a Ped Day. That means I’ll be off all week long.

More blues

I hope your weekend was a good one too.

Finding peace

Old

I’ve said it before, but I really don’t live in the right place. I need to live on a good acre of land, surrounded by a forest, out in the middle of nowhere. A log home would be a nice bonus. I don’t have that but at least I have some woods within walking distance.

Yesterday George took the kids to visit his parents for a couple of hours and since I found myself alone, and it was really nice outside, I grabbed the dog and went walking in the woods for about an hour. I had my iPod (playing a whole lot of Ke$ha, and I am so far out of her intended age demographic but damn if I don’t love her musc, no matter how bad it might technically be), I had sunshine and vitamin D, and I had fresh air.

Spending time outside is always good but being near the ocean or being in the woods is what really calms and grounds me. Since I am nowhere near an ocean – for now – the woods fill the void quite well.

Are you done?

Exposed

Even in the winter.