August 27th, 2003 - Friday

Every so often

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get any decent memory back or if mama brain is going to be a permanent affliction.

Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I had followed my acting dream.

Sometimes I wonder if I could have studied Egyptology successfully.

Sometimes I pretend that I have a cooking show when I'm preparing supper.

Sometimes I'll walk by myself to the store and realize that I'm humming "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" or the theme song for "Animal Jam".

Sometimes I wonder if it's normal that I sing the songs from the Buffy musical to Hayley while I'm showering.

Sometimes I wonder if it's appropriate to sing the line "...his penis got diseases from the Chumash tribe" from the Anya and Xander song from the aforementioned musical to her.

Sometimes I worry about how to control my swearing habits before she starts to repeat the things I say.

Sometimes I wish I didn't have a cat or anything at all that sheds hair everywhere.

Sometimes I worry about things that I can't control.

Sometimes I get depressed that my closest friend lives on the opposite end of this country.

Sometimes I think I have it all figured out when life throws me a loop.

Sometimes nothing cures everything like a cuppa tea.

Sometimes I laugh so hard that I accidentally snort.

Sometimes I wish I could live further into the country, far away from the noise of even the suburbs.

Sometimes I wonder if I would regret that the first time I need something from the store.

Sometimes I think I should have gone into some line of work involving photography, considering my camera almost never leaves my side.

Sometimes I wonder how my little baby got to be such a big girl.

Sometimes I worry about how the hell I'm going to organize her birthday party.

Sometimes I worry about stupid things that aren't worth stressing out over.

Sometimes I fall asleep and dream of Prague.

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get there.

Sometimes I miss places that I've never even really been.

Sometimes I want to end this journal because I don't update it enough and it causes me to feel guilty but I don't think I can after all this time.

Sometimes I think that I should find some kind of career that would involve my massive love of Geography.

Sometimes I worry that I'll never be as happy doing anything as I am being at home with my daughter.

Sometimes I wonder how I was lucky enough to be blessed with the greatest gift I've ever known.

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